went to bugis ytd after sch....actually wanted to buy a few of those 35 bucks jersey so tat i can put at ebay to sell hahahaha..earn some cash so tat i can go shopping LOL....but close leh sad....AL bought a black leather hangbang from mphosis...35 bucks...haha...saw this softtoy at bugis vilage sex shop LOL....
damn funny lah...a softtoy with a LJ..for?i leave it to yr imagination to take you LOL...after going bugis we walked to paradiz centre ...tooked some pics...
After got hhome i open my fridge and took this Wall's MOO cookie as advertised on the tv haha...ytd after supper buy at 7-Eleven de..sedap lah....
but only left 2 hai...2 mouth finish le wahhaaha....
my mum bought this ice cream after i tell her i wan the MOO Cookie whahha..look alike lah she bought wrongly haha..i dun mind this ice cream v soft lah just BITE & BITE & BITE!~!~!~!
today when to marina square to collect AL mp3 haha...they changed everything inside...PCB mother board and hard disk haha....gt more functions now lor...haha today wear white long sleeve and jeans...v plain...then in mrt while going to expo addidas sale...one group of girls come to us...then say where u dye yr hair one and where u cut?...i was like wtf...one of the girl said i look like L in death note...my friend all hide one corner laughing CB!!!haha pai seh lah...then i say i not singaporean haha...wtf they also say i look like L...AL also say i look like L only she keep quiet dun wan say anything..wtf sia then i look fucking wierd lah haha...
WOOOOOO!!!
Tml have networking prac test and i am still online-ing chatting haha....after school gt to stay back to do IT2746 and VB.net assignments hai...tats the bad point of programming....once u stuck,once u dunno means u need pple's help...if all dunno sure give lecturer say laioz....luckily rayson AKA kam just msg me say tml suppose wont have any problem coz he gt the assignments for path b pals haha...WOOHOO....
Test is on 1st week next month....STRESSED!!haven really studied....i will pass basic advance practical all once haha....and park in the yellow box for u to see haha!!!!!! oh ya forgot i bought a pouch at Mini Toons with AL..she bought a white hangbag...
today tried treatment for my dry,rough,little and thin hair of mine..bought this for 2 bucks at watson after heard from AL tat she went for treatment and boys do treatment too..
now my hair feels much smoother and silkly lah wahahahaha..siao one boy do treatment..aqua?
PS:JJ took my pic on tuesday when we were at MAC and i was playing jack's Ninento DS...Notice my round face..Same as AL...Pple say we look alike and hav similarities...hai...
Played Catching witht the police today after camping outside ailian hse for about 2 hrs...questioned me on why am i doing here..i said:"waiting for friend to come home." he say in a yaya papaya manner: " Who is she to u?"yr gf ah why must u like this?"....i rolled my eye :"must gf then can wait for her to come home meh?i chasing her cannot ah?" abit pissed off he said :"let me check yr bag!"*opens my bag turns it upside down making my psp drop on the floor*"Eh u wan see so much u wan take go police station check anot?I just waiting for friend u wan take just take." responded in a good mannered way: "then wat u doing here?""told u lioaz we had a tuff and i just wan come here wait for her to say sorry..i dun like to keep everything in my heart lah!" talks to the other lady officer who touches my shorts for any "dangerous" stuffs "eh you go verify." ok lor then she went and called her out....she was at home all along...ignoring my calls...guess i too implusive....she asked me to go home dun wanna see my face....so i just left...heart tearing bit by bit....she called and consoled me together with he mum...persuaded me to call my mum to keep her peace of her mind....felt v bad...i make a scene out of nth...this will not happen if i dun go find her....felt very bad...all i can do now is let us cool down....maybe then we will tresure each other...i really do hope this will happen coz she means so much to me....if it means sitting there all night i will...
Sometimes i dunno wat i really wan...why am i always like this...Why cant i just control myself...WHY WHY WHY??!!??!!!why i put so much effot and energy into something tat completely doesnt belong to me..is it worth it?i dunno either...why am i helping a boy to take care of his own girl...why can i bare seeing her feeling helpless,streesed.....again i dunno...WAT SHOULD I REALLY DO?this sentence has been hovering in my mind all night long...i can even sleep...when we were together,we seldom talk...even when we talk its when we fight and punches and pinches comes flying along...when we are in a group,she doesnt even talk to me..nt to mention saying my name,telling me thins specifically to me...not even a glance at me...wat i am doing...i will feel much better if u talk to me...be it scolding beating but i just wan yr attention...call me EMO a boy like me...i dun care wat u guys think of me..i just cant take it anymore....why sometimes i can put up a brave front of pple even though my heart is feeling bad....why sometimes i just succumb to disappointment and setbacks...i dunno!!!! when other pple talk to her or disturb her...she will just rattle on with words used on me when i first koe her and most distinct is the tone.."go away lah....idiot" with "GO AWAY I DUN WANNA TALK TO YOU IRRITATING"....just dunno why she always use words like this one me but cleary pple are irritating her more then i do?calling her fat,auntie...i never actually say her anyway....Sometimes i think if this phrase is true: "U scold coz u care,u beat coz u love." IS THIS REALLY TRUE?I DUNNO AGAIN!!???!!!???i am just lost in LALA land...wateva land u call it...pple think tat i am carefree,no siblings no disturbance or wateva....can do wateva u wan....mum cares for u....I TELL U FOR THE LAST TIME I AM NOT CAREFREE OR WATEVA...i started looking at the bright side...she scolds me coz she care for me and she beats me coz i am something to her...if this is the case i will be damn happy....if not....i really dunno wat is gonna happen...living day by day...thinking of nth tml when u slp really sucks....even when u r bored,u expect her to be there for u...she takes it tat i am CRAZY again..yes crazy again....i dun blame her coz last time i realy was like dat...but now i dun ever do these things again....Some pple say wat u give not equals to wat u get...Agree or Disagree?i dunno....u will never koe wats the feeling when u put in so much effort just to get a little attention from her...insteads one words comes to you :"ya ok u go do yr things bb"....be it i am busy or wat...i will still wan to talk to u....i koe its wrong of me to do things or say things these way but this is how i feel nowadays....Consider tat i mean something to her...means she should be treating me better?then why am i talking all these now....i just dun understnad...family?friends?relationship?...i dunno but somethings just is amiss....i am not blaming you or anyone.....but i cant just solve this problem...no body to talk to i expect u to hear wat i feel but u didnt....saw this somewhere:"Sometimes u blog for fun,to share yr experiences.Sometimes u blog for a specific person to view and koe wat yr heart feel."sometimes talking to the person directly isnt the right idea when just simply thinks tat u r irritating...YES I AM IRRITATING!!!!!!but have u ever thought i can be this irritating becuse i care for u...too much untill the plan backfired...Why u wanna be liek this just be normal friends is wat u think?why must u be like dat....i dunno also...Now i really koe why pple say relationship be it love or friends cannot be forced....if u can think in this way we wont be the way we r now....seeing u talking to others when i am just beside u...seeing u sharing yr burden with someone else when i am beisde u when u always share yr problems with me...lending u my shoulder last time....i dunno wat came between us?we not fated?guess so?maybe not?i dunno again!!!!guess this is the peak of our relationship as friends...the more we go on the more i feel bad..the more u find me irritating....tell me if u have problems or wat happened to make u liek this....letting me koe would be better instead of just thinking i am irriating....anyway i still regard me as my best friend ever..believe it or not i can die for u...talk cock?YES!!!.....its ok if u dun believe me...i dun wanna put pressure on u anymore...
yo long time no blog le...bad things happened recently and i choose not to comment on them to make me more sad haha....nothing happened much haha.....played soccer on monday after school...was drizzling at first but we hack care just kick but later the more we kick the heavier it gets..wat to do...JUST PLAY LAH LOL!!!whole shoe whole body wet lah sia LOL....enjoyed ourselves nevertheless...my friend made this photo out of me LOL...
haha cute rite...then tuesday went out to celebrate Pei Rong's 19 birthday...Auntie liaoz wor LOL...went to soul garden after sch we shah,sammy,kam,ailian,me,pei rong and david.....actually gt more come one but in the end all got this on sianz...-.-"
omg look at my f* face..LOL sammy teaching me how to smile...i just dunno why i cant smile propertly one LOL....face round+stupid smile=even more f* face...(-.-")....
my smile just keeps getting worst lah...LOL..abit purposely...wateva lah handsome can le wahahhaha....kidding...had fun playing with food especially the ice kachang LOL..damn stupid lah haha...after this we made our way to Party World KTV Orchard..At takashimaya saw this christmas tree..think everyday same tree only they change the decorations...
My smile improving rite..getting more and more shuai le LOL...then walked to ktv le..outside taka the "hand on car" endurance game still going on sia..left 3 pple lol..many pple watching...pity them sia so many pple outside the tent they in eating LOL..if i were them i sure tempted like hell LOL...heres some pics we took at KTV..
Think my smile ok le rite LOL..not so horrible like last time le LOL...sang our hearts out...shah even sang chinese song wei yi and an jing okkkkk LOL...power lah...sang a few english songs with him too LOL....ai lian went to buy cake at swensens and we gave her a surprise..wat is a birthdaycelebration without a birthday cake rite?LOL...and ya..the manager of Party world KTV is a former Mediacop actor china guy..we were like wth...why is a actor working in party world...LOL
opppssss...theres still pple missing and we are not ready...
there the grand finale...
today ai lian finnaly passed her TP sia wah...we feel so happy for her LOL...come sch for 2 hours then go TP le..LOL she damn stressed...tried my best to calm her down le LOL...hope she koes tat haha...she pass le she called me..was damn happy lah haha...fianally can sit her car come school liaoz wahahah =X....i am waiting hor LOL..
PS:Congratz AiLian for passing ah LOL...waiting to sit yr car LOL...
Theres always sad and happy things in life...got my Miniature Schnauzer le LOL!!!!shes so cute lah...haha...the shop changed the dog for me...quite nice of her=)When to collect her at Thomson Road with Ai Lian,Rayson,Samantha and my mum LOL...they groomed her...bathed her and cut her hair before handling her to use haha....
LOL...cute rite she scared haha...she now resting on my mum's lap coz when to take her to AMK vet and she gt a fever...=(after a jab wah she damn lively le LOL...explore the doctor stuffs LOL..she's now alrite le...=) she's strong and cute LOL...
Ai lian drew this picture b4 collecting Maple during marketing lecture LOL....damn ugly sia like a monkey ahahahha...laugh untill siao sia...
LOL saw the monkey face?haha idiot u laugh untill siao LOL....after lecture took some pics with fadhil...ytd after i watch soccer finish while sleeping i recieved this msg from him...."Flavour!Tml pls wear liverpool jersey with me..Thanks!!"LOL i was like wat the....Haha so i wear today and took some pic...=)
LOL quite nice rite those jerseys LOL....pants also same colour sia LOL...funny....
anyway tonight plan to sleep with mum outside at living room coz she wants to take care of Maple and i dun feel good leaving all the work to her...feel bad LOL...tml no sch so i dun mind haha...i am off to do ciso materails LOL....hai damn sianz..bo bian need to do b4 today 3am...gtg cya..blogging again tml to update Maple!!!good nite
PS:Idiot u...never tell me yr ID and PW how to do i think i gonna guess Le...^^
